Seems like forever. But today's only the second day!! Ahh.
But today sth farni happened.. Was in the library waiting for my lunch kaki to call me after finishing her prac (cos she's different class from me), and was reading a book while lounging on the library sofa.. With my feet stretched out ramrod-straight onto the bookshelf in front of mi.. I was kinda focused on the book, focused so that I dont fall asleep (that's how boring the book is), until I saw a pair of totally-black shoes stick themselves onto MY bookshelf.
I looked up to see who the owner of the offending yet familiar-looking black shoes were.. And, hey, that's Matthew. (the shoes and feet belong to matt, ivan was beside him) And Ivan. Both of them were staring at me and laughing. =XX
Doh~~~ Why ask me why i 'didnt recognise them'.. So weird lor.. I was looking at the book, not at my surroundings.. I was TOTALLY FOCUSED on keeping my eyes focused on one point of the book.. FOCUSED on staying awake..
I want to sleep. Isnt it a torture dragging oneself out of bed at an infernally-early 6am in the morning?? Every single day. And I have to rely only on my alarm clock. Once I slept through the entire time with the alarm clock ringing.. Too tired so my ears juz shut off the sound totally.
I want to join a club. I was watching TV this evening during dinner, when I suddenly felt soooo empty, as if someone stuck a vacuum into me to drain off everything.. I felt as if life didnt matter anymore, not if Im going to feel as miserable as I do everyday in school. I feelll miserable in school only... Manz. Wanna join a club to occupy myself.
Am a girl who generally acts nice in public, but inside her head, she probably thinks you're a waste of life. And that's why she's quiet.
The One & ONLI evil~ being
• 20
• Aquarian-Piscean
• Split-personality
• Highly random
• Loves to play with words
• Easily amused
• Stony face
• Typical characteristics of a person who loves red - need I say more??
• Singapore
• Would rather be alone than with people she dislikes
• Gets along easily with people sometimes
Wishes
• To be a normal human being
• To adapt more easily
• To integrate into society without conforming
• To be successful in all aspects
• To be an all-rounder
Interests - what activities I'm interested in -
• Reading
• Supernatural
• Watching movies
• Inline-skating
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Going out with friends
• Chatting with friends
• Philosophizing - tho ppl might think it's mundane
• Engaging in intellectual conversations with intellectuals
• Psychology - knowing more about the human mind
Hobbies - what I always do -
• Daydreaming
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Chatting with friends
• Sometimes just being alone with myself
Loves
• Death Note
• Ryuzaki a.k.a L
• Matsukun
• Nakatsu
• Toma
• things that glow/light up in the dark
• Red
• Bright colours
• Horror movies
• Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2
• Gor Gor
• Dogs esp. Siberian Husky
• Captn Jack Sparrow
• Ice cream
• Chocolate
• Tomato Juice
• Cheese cake
• Reflecting
Likes
• Gore
• Being alone to enjoy my peace
• Reflecting
Hates
• Ppl who yell
• Fakes
• Liars
• Attention-seekers
• Noisy ppl
• Loud-mouths
• Backstabbers
• Unreasonable ppl
• Irresponsible ppl
• Hypocrites (practice what you preach!)
• Act-like-they-know-it-alls
• Fish (whether ornamental or those served as 'food')
• Cake
• Cream
• Dull colours
• Fear
Material Wants
• new BIG sling bag
• L photobook (out in Kinokuniya)
• new Nokia 6280
• Siberian Husky
• Skate Bagpack
• Ski apparatus
• that cool Japanese clamshell phone they always use in dramas
• anything that glows/lights up
• Etnies Skater shoes
• Dramas (DVD with Eng subs)
*Honey & Clover
*Hanazakari no kimitachi e
*Akihabara@Deep
• Musicals (DVD with Eng subs)
*Cat in Red Boots
Message(s) of the Year
• I LOVE TOMA.
• I LOVE CAT IN RED BOOTS.
• I LOVE 'MELTING SNOW' AND 'THE WORLD'.
• I LOVE the song 'American Pie'!!
• I LOVE Angel of Music, Phantom of the Opera
• I want to ski again
• I want to try snowboarding
• I am not HIGHLY intelligent. I dont have a MENSA mind so back off, demanding ppl!
• I hate school.
• I WANT TOMA STUFF!!
• I want to go to Japan
• I want to learn Japanese
