Today one of my friends mentioned that my blog was soo emo (emotional). After careful thought, I think it is, lei. Actually arh, I already thot it was emo, but I still decided to continue with my emo posts, anyway. Cos I’m already so crazy here, might as well go the whole hog eh? Plus my blog is there for me to type whatever I want, so emo or not, is my choice nia.
I think I'd be abit siao ding-dong without my blog. I dont like not being able to express myself or not talking. My blog is here for me to express myself. I express myself by writing tho I'm not any J.K. Rowling. And also by crapping the shit out of my friends.. I love to freak HR out by staring at her or using my freaky misty spooky voice at 7pm in the MRT train (she gets freaked out by that, can you believe it??) BOO HUIRU!!
Tho what’s written on my blog doesn’t seem to reflect me, (cos my posts are so emo and I’m so stoned all the time) can I just say that all these posts are really and truly written by yours truly? I really feel that much and think that much. And i do care about what ppl think about me. (I mean, those I know, la. Those whom I dont know, I dont care) I dont know why. Weird hor?
Ok, now I tell you about my feelings in school - abit lonely la. But can do la. Cos all I have to do now is tell myself to learn to be independent (tho I cant hear well) and learn to get used to loneliness. Sad thing la, but still hor, we are humans ma. Sometimes get left alone for God knows what reasons. Because we're too fat, too ugly, too low self-esteem? Dono la.
Plus hor, my free times now are spent in the SP library. Watching DVDs and surfing net. Quite a good life. So long as the exams dont come too soon, I'll be very happy le. But I really dont like Mondays and Tuesdays cos of the long days and practicals and cant go back with HuiRu. And I'm starting to dislike wednesdays because of OC (Oral Communication) I really suck at that. Can't present well and articulate well =XX KNS la. HAHAA..
Aiya.. I will go and do my work now. And I will stop using all the "la's", "lei" etc etc. I dont want to be a pure-blooded Singlish-ey Singaporean. I want to speak Queen's English. LOLS
Am a girl who generally acts nice in public, but inside her head, she probably thinks you're a waste of life. And that's why she's quiet.
The One & ONLI evil~ being
• 20
• Aquarian-Piscean
• Split-personality
• Highly random
• Loves to play with words
• Easily amused
• Stony face
• Typical characteristics of a person who loves red - need I say more??
• Singapore
• Would rather be alone than with people she dislikes
• Gets along easily with people sometimes
Wishes
• To be a normal human being
• To adapt more easily
• To integrate into society without conforming
• To be successful in all aspects
• To be an all-rounder
Interests - what activities I'm interested in -
• Reading
• Supernatural
• Watching movies
• Inline-skating
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Going out with friends
• Chatting with friends
• Philosophizing - tho ppl might think it's mundane
• Engaging in intellectual conversations with intellectuals
• Psychology - knowing more about the human mind
Hobbies - what I always do -
• Daydreaming
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Chatting with friends
• Sometimes just being alone with myself
Loves
• Death Note
• Ryuzaki a.k.a L
• Matsukun
• Nakatsu
• Toma
• things that glow/light up in the dark
• Red
• Bright colours
• Horror movies
• Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2
• Gor Gor
• Dogs esp. Siberian Husky
• Captn Jack Sparrow
• Ice cream
• Chocolate
• Tomato Juice
• Cheese cake
• Reflecting
Likes
• Gore
• Being alone to enjoy my peace
• Reflecting
Hates
• Ppl who yell
• Fakes
• Liars
• Attention-seekers
• Noisy ppl
• Loud-mouths
• Backstabbers
• Unreasonable ppl
• Irresponsible ppl
• Hypocrites (practice what you preach!)
• Act-like-they-know-it-alls
• Fish (whether ornamental or those served as 'food')
• Cake
• Cream
• Dull colours
• Fear
Material Wants
• new BIG sling bag
• L photobook (out in Kinokuniya)
• new Nokia 6280
• Siberian Husky
• Skate Bagpack
• Ski apparatus
• that cool Japanese clamshell phone they always use in dramas
• anything that glows/lights up
• Etnies Skater shoes
• Dramas (DVD with Eng subs)
*Honey & Clover
*Hanazakari no kimitachi e
*Akihabara@Deep
• Musicals (DVD with Eng subs)
*Cat in Red Boots
Message(s) of the Year
• I LOVE TOMA.
• I LOVE CAT IN RED BOOTS.
• I LOVE 'MELTING SNOW' AND 'THE WORLD'.
• I LOVE the song 'American Pie'!!
• I LOVE Angel of Music, Phantom of the Opera
• I want to ski again
• I want to try snowboarding
• I am not HIGHLY intelligent. I dont have a MENSA mind so back off, demanding ppl!
• I hate school.
• I WANT TOMA STUFF!!
• I want to go to Japan
• I want to learn Japanese
