Monday, July 30, 2007
i dont know what is going on in my life.
firstly, my social life stinks. secondly, my academics suck. thirdly, my home life is like.. nonexistent. i dont even know what i come home for. to eat dinner. and then? nothing. go online. try to do my reports and work. procrastinate. go to bed and yet cant sleep. wth.
so depressing and stressing. emo u'r not the only one.. lets go out soon.. i'm dying back here in prison.. come with me when i graduate k and lets take pics... sianded.
*doom clouds gathering in the horizon*
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Saturday, July 28, 2007
Temp stores again at poly! Bought some stuff. Guy stuff. Look-ey here:
Route '69' keychain (i didnt buy it for the sexual annotation kay, i juz love the design plus the 'ROUTE' word)
portable mp3 speakers!! my 'want' since long ago!
and my 9-bulb LED flashlight. no pics. sorry. i like flashlights, okay? but no pics for you to tease me about wasting my money on it. =.=
i like guy stuff. but some guys are lame and childish. distilled water on the butt, anybody?
my cousin came. and *rawr* she's eating him
*smirks* i know i'm charming and tastee (sic)
enough of that. i need to do my work. go away.
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Thursday, July 26, 2007
Joke 1:One day, a little boy, was outside in the backyard stomping on honeybees.When his father came out and saw what the little boy was doing, he made him stop right away and told the little boy, "That's it for you. No honey for a week."Well, then the little boy went to the front yard of the house and started stomping on butterflies. When his father saw what Teddy was doing, he made him stop right away and said, "Stomping on butterflies is a terrible thing to do. Just for that, no butter for a week." After that, little boy and his father went into the kitchen and saw the little boy's mother stomping on cockroaches.The little boy turned to his father and said, "Should I tell her or should you?Joke 2:If you think you're having a bad day, how would you like to be an egg ???......You only get laid once.You only get eaten once,It takes 4 minutes to get hard, only 3 minutes to get soft,You share a box with 5 guys (ok that could be a good thing?!),But worst of all .... the only bird to ever sit on your face was your mother!!Both sound pretty gross, but they cracked me up. Hehe. idk.. I think only pervs like me get stuff like these.
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I realised there's so many things that I needn't have bothered to spend so much time on.
OC, for one. Ancell test too. Focused on the wrong topic. I don't like Mr. Foo. He's playing us for fools, AGAIN!
Ancell test today was a bummer, cos i couldnt do it. Plus, Mr Foo said, "If any of you need more graph paper, tell me." And I heard we were required to draw two graphs. But he gave us one graph paper only (together with the test paper). What the??
In the previous Ancell test, we were 'betrayed' by Mr Foo. He said, "People, you must pay special attention to question (...). Read the question carefully." And he made 90% of the class lose their precious 3 marks, me included. It makes me so mad about this, because Mr Foo, that teacher, DIDNT TELL US THAT WE WERE ALLOWED TO COUNT 9 SQUARES!!! ALL ALONG HE TOLD US TO COUNT 4 SQUARES ONLY, SO WE FOLLOWED HIS INSTRUCTIONS. WHY SHOULD THE TEST BE ANY DIFFERENT??!?!?!
Oh my gawd. Teachers. Authority. They think they can play with us, just for their amusement, just because we're wrapped around their little fingers. Oh man. Give me a break. Don't be mean, authorities!!!
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Monday, July 23, 2007
today was the last day of GEMS. we had a skit 'specially' for mr adrian aw, and i was the 'eater'. our skit was on our etiquette during a business lunch, then i got 'sabo-ed' to be the eater. i felt so stupid lifting the fork and 'food' to my mouth, and not opening my mouth. sheesh. then everyone seemed to be laughing at me (actually HR said sab was the one who started laughin, then HR laughed at sab, and then li lin laughed at them two. then wei han also laughed, a bit. i was the only one with the straight face there). ahhhhh. i felt mr aw looking at me at the wrong times. then when i was acting he didnt see. so only my four grp members were watching me 'eat' and i was methodically 'feeding' my face while being stoned.
EPI skit roles:
wei han: host-cum-narrator
sab: host assistant-cum-waitress
me: host assistant-cum-eater
hR: client-cum-narrator
li lin: client assistant
then after the skit went to mac's to get li lin's and sab's milo. wei han follows us and gets bullied (by them, not me). then we went back to wait outside the classroom, and took pics. li lin bullied a guy into taking pics for us, keeps saying 'one more, one more', 'can zoom in anot?' wahaha
eh. HR. i miss them too. mr aw too. hehe he so nice right.. and that nice gentleman 'host' - sab's boy. and li lin and sab. haha. dont miss you. x]
plus, mr aw shook all our hands.
this is damn farni:
mr aw: good luck for .. (cant rmb what he said)
hR: HELLO
mr aw: *pretends not to notice while thinking
'what is this girl doing?'*
hR: *stunned* then yanks hand away and starts laughing
mr aw: thinks
'is she in love with me or something??'hR laughs and holds my shoulders.
mr aw: good luck for... (shakes my hand)
me: *shakes hand without saying anything and looking at hR and thinking
'huhuhuhuh?!?!' and never looks at mr aw*
all your fault laa, i didnt look at him while shaking his hand. and my hand i think was limp. like sotong again! no etiquette. left bad impression liao wor.-.-""" 汗汗汗
then after everything, all of us hang out outside the classroom to talk. me, the quiet one again, sometimes chipping in some stuff. yupz. then wei han kena bullied by them again. poor thing. and he was 'chased off' by li lin - eh, you want to go, can go lei.
wei han lingers, as if unwilling to leave somebody - hR arh? - then li lin repeats.. eh, you still here? wei han looks shifty, hesitantly moving from foot to foot, as if in two minds about leaving. finally, he says, eh, i go first arh.. bbye
funniest part of that conversation:
sab, li lin, hR: wei han, why you keep blessing yourself, you so unblessed ah?
wei han: huh?!?! where got
sab: what huh, you bless yourself, you see ghost issit??
wei han: .... ya la ya la.. see you that female ghost la.
sab: ?!?!?!?!
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Thursday, July 19, 2007
i'v got a thing for people who act cute but are not cute. my 'thing' is, i'v got issues! i dont like to see them do that. makes me wanna puke.
acting cutesy is only for immature kids who still like princesses and all that, hello kitty etc. acting cute is not for mature people! (unless they want to make others laugh)
saw this at friendster: "thhe l0ves ferr ue will nebber END", "ddunch wanna tuhh fall in love", "dduch wanna tuhh bbe HURT aniim0re", "bba0bbeiis f0reva"..
.......... just reading all these and looking at those 'act-cutesy' pictures already make me retarded. kaoz.
i got some friends who like to type all these funny words and phrasings too, but they are cute!! and they so do not put cutesy pics of themselves up.
cutesy: definition
something that is not cute but attempts cuteness by excessive use of symbols like * ~ ` etc in the sentences, excessive posing like puffing up a cheek and looking sideways into a camera while make a 'V' sign with the index and middle finger. sheesh it's totally pathetic.
i also make fun of them by getting friends and myself to pose like that.. and laughing our heads off at the pictures.. before deleting them off from the camera.
and i dont like the priestess of cuteness. rainie yang, namie amuro, jolin tsai, jocey kuek?!?!?!?! PLEASE.
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Next week is week 15 already.
I will be busy as a bee.
Monday: two reports due, both bioprocess engineering reports
Tuesday: Plantbio test
Wednesday: OC presentation
Thursday: Animalcell test
Friday: Napfa
Monday-Friday: FYP after school.
But after this week, wont be as busy, but still busy. Cant wait. Cant wait for exams to be over. Exams are on week 18 to 19. I want to go out. With friends, with cousins.
=XX
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
wednesdays.. are really slack days for our poly students, cos wednesdays are CCA days. depends la. it can be slack or really chiong.. chiong if we do FYP and slack if we got nth on..
today's one of those days where - mercifully - i got nth on after our genomic techniques (gentec) test..
but today was screwed up. got back my OC speech text (OC - Oral Com) and i flunked it. yah, you got it right, i flunked it. the first english paper i ever got less than 80 for, and worst of it, i
flunked it. no, i didnt break down and cry. i wont. its stupid. i also expected myself to flunk. cos during that OC test itself, i was writing, but really wasnt sure
how to write it.. whether essay form or in conversational form.. im a moron.
speech text and i had to go and write it in essay form. well, nevermind. i know i flunked cos of that. my content still was 30/50. not bad liao laaa.. considering my 'language' had 18 cos the requirement was
"give the student an F grade if the text reads like an essay". the teacher didnt have a choice.. couldnt give me higher than 30 and 18 respectively.. otherwise i'm fully confident that i'd get at least a 70. 22 marks more than what i have now. i hate myself.
not sure how many people were watching me as i went meekly up to the teacher's desk to get a 'why-did-you-do-this' talk from her. i just told her,
sorry, but i misintepreted your answer.. there was no other hope already so i didnt ask for more.. just explained why i was so moronic to the extent i can misintepret something as simple as this. i dont know how much my voice carried over. it was a small classroom. ahh. maybe i did look like i was going to cry. or maybe i looked like i was gonna punch something. or maybe i just stoned. im good at that. masking everything cos my face is an open book if i dont do so.
then at 12, we had the gentec test. teacher separated me and my friend from my two friends. den we couldnt copy. lol. but overall the gentec test okay la.. i juz hope i dont get lousy mark for it.. cos the last two questions i couldnt do.. and those two made up majority of the marks.
again, i hate myself. sighs.
after the test, went to library to rot at the com... played some yahoo games.. one game somewhat like puzzle bobble (i love this game - PB - man!) but still could 'nearly fall asleep'. even when it was kinda nerve-wracking. cos actions and eye-body coordination must be good and fast. humph. my attention span is shortening.
so depressed. went back home earlier than usual..
went to buy jack&jill potato chips for the hp screen wiper. the things i'd do to relieve my boredom.. i cant believe myself. what stupid
stupid things.
then, we had some stupid
fishy argument about me not liking to eat fish. make me eat fish by brute force, yelling and whatsoever, i'll get angry. i already made it clear i dont like fish. years already man. especially cod fish. so i just ate porridge with light soya sauce. and those itty-bitty pieces of carrots and peas inside. i'v been dying to have a chance to eat porridge with light soya sauce only, for a meal. and i got it today.
so depressed.
im so screwed. luckily i got a book from the library - Finding Ben. about a guy with asperger's syndrome. cool sia. i read a good review bt this book and then i happened to find it in the school library as i was walking by the display rack. at least something good happened in this day.
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
somebody pls tell me that whatever's happening now, will be over soon soon soon and that i wont die.
i have 4 reports, 2 bioprocess engineering reports, 1 animal cell culture report, 1 FYP report, and 1 bioprocess assignment. Plus my OC test tomorrow. and the presentation in 2weeks' time. and all the upcoming tests and exams. and i have to fit in appointments in between. doctor's appointment, eye check-up, dinner with cousins and granparents..
gawd. people have always told me, everything always happens for a reason. this one?? omg. it's telling me i need to learn to handle stress more. and do meaningful stuff to destress. and manage my time. provided it doesnt kill me and doesnt leave a very ugly scar in me. and provided it doesnt leave an ugly scar in my future.
sheesh. this world of biotech could be fun, if only we were not vacuum-packed for time. i dont know what i'd do without being able to sms my old friends. i totally need them and i miss them. i miss the carefree days in secondary school and especially primary school, where i did not have to bother about any spelling tests or CAs and most of all, no projects.
sighs.
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Monday, July 09, 2007
my bro is so freaking lame. he got 9.5/10 (nearly full marks) for some weird topic he thought up. at first glance, his work is nothing, zilch, nil. on second and closer glance, you realise, he's used
perfect words that as his teacher writes, 'conveys a voice across'. hehe.
kinda nice. the topic is about time. cool. maybe i'll steal his work for any of my future projects that require excellence.
i need more oxymorons!
giant shrimpstill lifeauthentic reproductionopen secretlive recordinggenuine replicasame differenceliving deadbusiness ethicssweet sorrowsensitive manso bored lol! i wanna study movies. and books. and read between the lines. i wanna major in sarcasm!
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Saturday, July 07, 2007
just called 'jie jie' to go running with us. and to bring her kids if she wants to meet us. then i asked her if she realli wanted to go, that if she didnt want to go she could just say no. then she said, can i go? if i say no to the first time you invite me out, will you still call me again? i said, yes.
gosh i need to jio people out more. i always ask my mum if anyone else is coming with us, and sometimes i'd suggest getting so-and-so to come with us. but all the 'jio-ing' people out is always done by her, rarely by my bro, and even *rarer* by me. i'll start calling people out more.
i watched csi. i like it soo much (yes i'll quit using the word 'love'. it sounds so OLD now that i'm always using it) i learned something. eyedrops can kill people. and death by chocolate - especially those from West Africa - is possible. if you want to know how, watch CSI: Revenge is best served cold.
tetrahydrozoline eyedrops - vasoconstrictor that can cause blood pressure to shoot up
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Friday, July 06, 2007
I was reading ZITS in the school library today. Kept smirking and snorting. I love Jeremy Duncan! He's soo like me.
I love his dino-teeth when he turns sarcastic or lame. I love how he loves Sara. I love his attitude and the way he does his things. And I love that he has a fantastic relationship with his best friend Hector.
ZITS.
I love his dino-teeth:
That sounds like my bro, eat so much yet gain so little:
Absolute passion that makes me laugh:
Ooh we so need privacy man!
Brilliant sarcasm:
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Nostalgia creeps in whenever I pass by BV.. Seeing all the familiar sights, that red-sand strewn drain, that road that leads to Holland Drive.
Impossible to miss (in the nostalgic sense), yet difficult to forget.
Nostalgia always plagues my mind, until something new comes in to stimulate.
I think it's difficult to believe, but I suspect I'll miss poly when I leave, no matter how miserable I am now..
Being a creature of the past is one of the toughest things to be; unable to pull yourself to the present and unable to explain your feelings to others.
Don't change, Holland Drive! And all the other places I frequent/used to frequent.
I'd love to go back to my primary school just to relive my times walking along the corridors with my best friends.
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Route '69' keychain (i didnt buy it for the sexual annotation kay, i juz love the design plus the 'ROUTE' word)
portable mp3 speakers!! my 'want' since long ago!
my cousin came. and *rawr* she's eating him
enough of that. i need to do my work. go away. 
