wednesdays.. are really slack days for our poly students, cos wednesdays are CCA days. depends la. it can be slack or really chiong.. chiong if we do FYP and slack if we got nth on..
today's one of those days where - mercifully - i got nth on after our genomic techniques (gentec) test..
but today was screwed up. got back my OC speech text (OC - Oral Com) and i flunked it. yah, you got it right, i flunked it. the first english paper i ever got less than 80 for, and worst of it, i flunked it. no, i didnt break down and cry. i wont. its stupid. i also expected myself to flunk. cos during that OC test itself, i was writing, but really wasnt sure how to write it.. whether essay form or in conversational form.. im a moron. speech text and i had to go and write it in essay form. well, nevermind. i know i flunked cos of that. my content still was 30/50. not bad liao laaa.. considering my 'language' had 18 cos the requirement was "give the student an F grade if the text reads like an essay". the teacher didnt have a choice.. couldnt give me higher than 30 and 18 respectively.. otherwise i'm fully confident that i'd get at least a 70. 22 marks more than what i have now. i hate myself.
not sure how many people were watching me as i went meekly up to the teacher's desk to get a 'why-did-you-do-this' talk from her. i just told her, sorry, but i misintepreted your answer.. there was no other hope already so i didnt ask for more.. just explained why i was so moronic to the extent i can misintepret something as simple as this. i dont know how much my voice carried over. it was a small classroom. ahh. maybe i did look like i was going to cry. or maybe i looked like i was gonna punch something. or maybe i just stoned. im good at that. masking everything cos my face is an open book if i dont do so.
then at 12, we had the gentec test. teacher separated me and my friend from my two friends. den we couldnt copy. lol. but overall the gentec test okay la.. i juz hope i dont get lousy mark for it.. cos the last two questions i couldnt do.. and those two made up majority of the marks.
again, i hate myself. sighs.
after the test, went to library to rot at the com... played some yahoo games.. one game somewhat like puzzle bobble (i love this game - PB - man!) but still could 'nearly fall asleep'. even when it was kinda nerve-wracking. cos actions and eye-body coordination must be good and fast. humph. my attention span is shortening.
so depressed. went back home earlier than usual..
went to buy jack&jill potato chips for the hp screen wiper. the things i'd do to relieve my boredom.. i cant believe myself. what stupid stupid things.
then, we had some stupid fishy argument about me not liking to eat fish. make me eat fish by brute force, yelling and whatsoever, i'll get angry. i already made it clear i dont like fish. years already man. especially cod fish. so i just ate porridge with light soya sauce. and those itty-bitty pieces of carrots and peas inside. i'v been dying to have a chance to eat porridge with light soya sauce only, for a meal. and i got it today.
so depressed.
im so screwed. luckily i got a book from the library - Finding Ben. about a guy with asperger's syndrome. cool sia. i read a good review bt this book and then i happened to find it in the school library as i was walking by the display rack. at least something good happened in this day.
Am a girl who generally acts nice in public, but inside her head, she probably thinks you're a waste of life. And that's why she's quiet.
The One & ONLI evil~ being
• 20
• Aquarian-Piscean
• Split-personality
• Highly random
• Loves to play with words
• Easily amused
• Stony face
• Typical characteristics of a person who loves red - need I say more??
• Singapore
• Would rather be alone than with people she dislikes
• Gets along easily with people sometimes
Wishes
• To be a normal human being
• To adapt more easily
• To integrate into society without conforming
• To be successful in all aspects
• To be an all-rounder
Interests - what activities I'm interested in -
• Reading
• Supernatural
• Watching movies
• Inline-skating
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Going out with friends
• Chatting with friends
• Philosophizing - tho ppl might think it's mundane
• Engaging in intellectual conversations with intellectuals
• Psychology - knowing more about the human mind
Hobbies - what I always do -
• Daydreaming
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Chatting with friends
• Sometimes just being alone with myself
Loves
• Death Note
• Ryuzaki a.k.a L
• Matsukun
• Nakatsu
• Toma
• things that glow/light up in the dark
• Red
• Bright colours
• Horror movies
• Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2
• Gor Gor
• Dogs esp. Siberian Husky
• Captn Jack Sparrow
• Ice cream
• Chocolate
• Tomato Juice
• Cheese cake
• Reflecting
Likes
• Gore
• Being alone to enjoy my peace
• Reflecting
Hates
• Ppl who yell
• Fakes
• Liars
• Attention-seekers
• Noisy ppl
• Loud-mouths
• Backstabbers
• Unreasonable ppl
• Irresponsible ppl
• Hypocrites (practice what you preach!)
• Act-like-they-know-it-alls
• Fish (whether ornamental or those served as 'food')
• Cake
• Cream
• Dull colours
• Fear
Material Wants
• new BIG sling bag
• L photobook (out in Kinokuniya)
• new Nokia 6280
• Siberian Husky
• Skate Bagpack
• Ski apparatus
• that cool Japanese clamshell phone they always use in dramas
• anything that glows/lights up
• Etnies Skater shoes
• Dramas (DVD with Eng subs)
*Honey & Clover
*Hanazakari no kimitachi e
*Akihabara@Deep
• Musicals (DVD with Eng subs)
*Cat in Red Boots
Message(s) of the Year
• I LOVE TOMA.
• I LOVE CAT IN RED BOOTS.
• I LOVE 'MELTING SNOW' AND 'THE WORLD'.
• I LOVE the song 'American Pie'!!
• I LOVE Angel of Music, Phantom of the Opera
• I want to ski again
• I want to try snowboarding
• I am not HIGHLY intelligent. I dont have a MENSA mind so back off, demanding ppl!
• I hate school.
• I WANT TOMA STUFF!!
• I want to go to Japan
• I want to learn Japanese
