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Friday, August 31, 2007

today i went to school, and i saw this guy in rollerblades (without brakes - how cool is that?!?!)
and he was going down the stairs, SIDEWAYS, WITHOUT holding on to the railing.
plus, the stairs had no railings at all. he's amazing la.
i cant even do that!!

i came back to school to use the media viewing zone in the library.. i had 'underworld' and 'ice age2' with me, so i returned 'ice age2' first cos i hadnt finished watching 'underworld'. then i borrowed 'i not stupid2' to watch in the media viewing zone. i saw 'phantom of the opera' on the shelf, so i just took it and put into my bag to borrow AFTER i watched 'underworld' and 'i not stupid2'. stayed in the media viewing zone for 4 hours WITH THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA INSIDE MY BAG.

then, i returned 'underworld' and 'i not stupid2', and borrowed 'monster-in-law' and 'potc2' which i reserved... and promptly forgot about phantom.. it really flew my mind. i walked out of the theft detection sensor thing that all libraries have, twice.. and the alarm went off. twice. the indian lady suspected sth, asked me to open my bag to check, so of cos i did, but even then i didnt remember about the phantom dvd in my bag.. when i saw it, i just took it out.. cos.. me.. if i didnt do anyth wrong, nth suprises me.. and i DIDNT MEAN to steal that dvd, just forgot about it.

and what happened? that indian lady, asked another indian lady (the one i dont like) to come out and take down my name (WTF), and the chinese lady even suspected me. that look, la. idiotic. then there was one whole long line of male lecturers (old codgers) who were all looking at me. huh. okay, so i pretended nobody was around, ignored them, then after that indian woman took down my name and admin no. (she even got the no.s wrong, WTF. lao hua yan le) and she asked me a few times if i wanted to borrow the dvd.

me: no, i cant, i already borrowed two.
then she asked me again.
man she's slow
.
i suspect she wanted to prolong my humiliation (makes me hate her more)
me: no, i dont want it, cos i already have 2 dvds.
her: do you want it? u can borrow 2 more books to get that dvd
me: no no, its okay, i dont want it thinking: what makes you think i have 2 books to borrow?
her: so you still want anot
me: no. can i reserve it? (acts dumb for her benefit)
her: no, you cant!
me: .......... then i dont want it
her: gives me a dirty look
me: *smiles dumbly at her and rolls my eyes*

one lecturer gave me that suspicious look. i dont like it. i didnt do anything wrong. i wasnt INTENDING to steal the dvd. gawd. if i were, my face would have crumbled, my hand would have shook while taking out my admin card and the phantom dvd. and they didnt. WTF

so i gave that lecturer a dirty look (not entirely, i was holding myself back a little, else he would prob have died from my look of daggers) and i stalked out of the library.

gawd, they are soo stupid, why cant even get facts right before taking down my admin. no. and name?? and i always go library to borrow things. heck man, if they dare to give me any more suspicious looks, i swear i'll give them black face everyday. they surely recognise me. hey, would a thief ever 'patronise' the same place everyday, most of the time, to let ppl recognise him and catch him??? -.-

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Thursday, August 30, 2007

Maybe I hang around here
A little more than I should
We both know I got somewhere else to go
But I got something to tell you
That I never thought I would
But I believe you really ought to know

I love you
I honestly love you

You don't have to answer
I see it in your eyes
Maybe it was better left unsaid
This is pure and simple
And you should realize
That it's coming from my heart and not my head

I love you
I honestly love you

I'm not trying to make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to make you anything at all
But this feeling doesn't come along everyday
And you shouldn't blow the chance
When you've got the chance to say

I love you
I honestly love you

If we both were born
In anoother place and time
This moment might be ending in a kiss
But there you are with yours
And here I am with mine
So I guess we'll just be leaving it at this

I love you
I honestly love you
I honestly love you

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

went back to school to see my cells. grew to 20% confluency. sighs. have to wait til friday to subculture, and then next week we start reoptimisation. fyp sucks.
 
i went out with wifey today, we ate at "Noodle House" at suntec B1. the food is not nice. the kimchi doesnt taste like kimchi, more like raw spring onions, the japanese rice was too dry. they gave us winter melon soup that tastes weird, in a japanese-style soup bowl (made me expect miso soup) and the jelly dessert tasted like ice kachang flavouring. that red-red and green-green sugary taste that tastes of nothing. free flow of coffee and drinks like fruit punch, but the drinks are all diluted cheap stuff, might as well make our own.
 
after lunch, went to the face shop to try all the nail polishes. tried almost all the colors of nail polish i want (wifey's got great fingernails! so nicely-shaped, i'm jealous) and i used the nail polish remover - heck, FOC, might as well. but didnt use outrageous amounts - bought nail strengthener, light reddish-pink. nice. 2.90. and its invisible on nails too!! okay, maybe abit pinkish o,0
 
b/c we kept trying on nail polishes (my fault, keep wanting to try everything, on wifey's nice fingernails) we were late for the movie for 5 mins.  watched Ratatouille at Eng Wah Suntec at 2.45. I bot my grape malt candy for 1 dollar, was sucking it into weird shapes in the cinema. first time i'v seen wifey smile THROUGHOUT the whole movie, but hey, didnt hear you laugh la, you said u did =X laugh louder la, hubby here, it's okay.. u heard me laugh too many times.. x))
 
after that, we went to carrefour to walk-walk, bot my shoes (hey nice la) den we went to missha to try all the nail polishes. the face shop sells better nail polishes tho; the nail polishes are not too diluted, and missha's flower shaped nail polish container is one of the stupidest designs i'v ever seen. nice, but functional?? NO. cant even get out the remaining 15% of nail polish. lame man -.-
 
then here is some friendster survey i did (sounds good, cos spontaneous answers ma):
1. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
nope

3. Do you swear often?
yea, i swear under my breath

4. Are you crushing?
no

5. When was the last time you cried?
last week

6. Do you use lyrics to express how you feel?
yes, and ppl get bored

7. Are you ashamed of your past?
yes for the most part

8. Where does your grandma live?
singapore

9. Anyone close to you ever died?
yea a few

10. Who's always there for you ?
idk... seems like nobody

11. What is your favorite TV show?
umm. talent shows which are a flop. like that american idol auditioner (mr like-a-virgin-grope-himself loser)

12. What was the last song you downloaded?
dont download songs

13. Who was the last person you yelled at?
mummy

14. What was the last compliment you recieved?
you'r not fat (UGHHG???)

15. Do you have a laptop?
yes

16. Are you going on vacation in the summer?
no

17. Do you ride roller coasters?
i hate 'em

18. When was the last time you saw your best friend?
monday. mushroom.

19. What's your full name?
HoWL the wolf

20. Have you ever thought about turning gay?
yes. sounds fun. but i'm not.

21. Do you have good memories with old friends?
too many.

22. Have you ever been to Hollywood?
nah

23. Are you wearing a necklace?
no

24. What jewellery can you not live without?
studs. i meant earrings, not guys, u perv!

25. Would you date the person who posted this?
date sera (see the subject title of my bulletin) sure why not, she's my daughter.

26. Are you happy right now?
nooo

27. Do you regret anything that you have done?
yea, like the time i set my hair on fire. but after all, i learnt that burning hair reeks. and that was from setting one measly strand alight.

28. What are you doing tonight?
eat dinner. mooch around the telly. be
online. sleep.

29. Do you trust people?
no.

30. If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?
hell no, well maybe, if i'm feeling wild, i'd like myself. if i'm feeling normal, i wuldn.t

31. What is something you say when you're mad?
yea yea yea (repeats what the other
person says) happy?!?!?

32. What family member do you look like?
[quote sera]
both my parents, and a lot like my sister *brother* -.- yucks. (i agree with sera. i mean, on myself.)

33. What friend will be coming over to your house next?
friend? no idea. maybe mushrooms will be growing tho.

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

I'v been really baad. Wanna know why? Cos I'v been leaving anonymous tags on ppl's blog. Ppl namely some ppl. I think it's not safe to say their names, what if they search for their names in blogs? Okay la, heck care. KangYong and WaiSeen.

KY's been getting neutral comments on his posts, and WS.. no need to say la. I left one. Then I ignored her tag after that asking who I am.. I wouldnt say, man. Not after leaving that weird tag.

Life's sian la. Now holidays, but eh, screwed up my FYP again. I'm so f-ing stupid. How the heck can we get 21 million cells from two Petri-dishes after 2days' growth?!?!?! WTF WTF WTF WTF!!!!! Actual no. is [let me seriously go and count] .... 2.4 million cells from two Petri-dishes....... -.-""" why didnt I realise?! So, our cell counting and of cos, the seeding wrong liao, so we lost another week. Left a few weeks to finish up FACS and flow cytometry and re-optimisation. I'm hacked-off. Why this FYP so screwed, our teacher also nv warn us or what.. like she only tell the other grp.. then when our grp ask her, she says, go and ask the other group, i already told them. Eh why such disparity in treatments?

So sad. And fucked off. Winnie is really really really hacked-off too.

Tml will go back to see my handiwork, see if the stupid cells are growing. I seeded... [let me count..] 52.5K cells/Petri dish. And I only subcultured 4 dishes cos i thot that would be enough cells. Cos from the '21 million' cells, i thot i would have subcultured enough cell per dish... freak man.

but enjoyed two shows from today and yesterday. Watched 'When a stranger calls' yesterday, and 'The woods' today. 'When a stranger calls' is a much much better show, cos 'The woods' was damn draggy and the plot doesnt make sense.

The former is a movie about a serial killer stalking his victim in a cat-and-mouse game, spanning the hours that a babysitter (a young teen) spent in the Mandrakis residence out in the forest. And it makes it all the creepier as that babysitter's friend (who swung by the house to visit her) and the Mandrakis housekeeper are murdered in the process.

When a stranger calls


Camilla Belle as Jill Johnson the babysitter (she's pretty! reminds me of my aunt)

'The woods' is about a girl who goes to boarding school, not knowing the headmistress and her teachers (the cronies) are witches who want the students' lives, and that the girl is the key - kill her, and the rest dies too. Lame. And draggy. And the plot doesnt make sense.


The Woods

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Monday, August 20, 2007

RakuRaku Dinokun!!


i want one. the red one with yellow buttons. so nice to play, and so cute too.. this was what i had 10 years ago.. and i want back my 10-years-ago toy..

ah keng had the white one with green buttons (the picture one has red buttons) and we used to play it on the bus tgt on the way to tuition. he was 8 i was 9. ahhh. his mum bought it for us. sighs.. it's so cute.

take a look at this webby: http://www.bookmice.net/fleur/rakuraku.html

so cute right?? comments comments! and tell me where to buy it pls!

i'v always liked dinosaurs.. i think that was my first 'tamagotchi'. i got an angel one for myself a few years back. paid $5 for it. but now, spoilt le laa. cos i nv play for so long, then the battery leaked lor.. sad..

i dont like the "Tamagotchi" brand de virtual pet, not cute at all compared to the two i had.

and den the elder of my two godbros - my gandie's da er zhi - called me 'aunty' for liking rakuraku dinokun! not fair lor..

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Thursday, August 09, 2007

Lunching was supposed to be with granpa and granma today at sui gu's house. Then mum called my bro and me to come down at duno what time lol. And cos I was still busy printing stuff, she called the house and started screaming at me over the phone why you still havent come down?!?!?! i'm coming down ler, wait, still doing sth.. you know everybody's waiting for you come down this instant or i'll.... kiap. sorry but I'm packing my stuff right now, no time to hear you screaming. And you'r being unreasonable. I automatically do not listen to anyone screaming for no reason.

And in the car got screamed at again. Whilst everyone else looks/hears on. Irritating and freaking humiliating. Anyway my reputation's ruined so I dont care liao. More scoldings wont make my bad reputation get better. Will only make it worst, which I can tahan, either way. 乖乖宝宝 i am not. But at least my cousins still like me. (i think) So long as their parents dont poison their minds against me - dont stick/talk to WanLing, she's a bad influence. (oh come on, let your kids do their own thinking and choosing. so what if i argue with my mum, all teens do that dont they? and all teens are angsty. i just happen to wear my heart on my sleeves) Ohh yes, one set of parents already did. I know who you are. But sorry lah, I'm just acting dao to you right now (and everyone else) cos I dont wanna get angry anymore.

Oh, and I'm very surprised when I read some other ppl's blogs. The seemingly sweet or pure innocent little Angels arent what they seem like on the surface. I found out that this certain someone argued with her mum and hates everything else. But to others, she's just pure and well.. sickeningly sweet. Not that I dont like her or anything - she's actually really nice - but it's soooo unreal that she smiles all the time. Even when there's nothing to make her happy at the mo.

i'm a stupid, angsty teen. so any consolations for me? =XX

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so cute and so fair, with chubby pinch-ey cheeks.

哦?

那个我要定了!!

什么东西吗~

好性感哦。。

大小姐爱包包

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Friday, August 03, 2007

How true.

You Should Rule Mercury
Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system.

You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever.
Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match.

Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests.
A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you.
What Planet should you Rule?


You Are 70% Non Conformist
You are a pretty serious non conformist. You live a life hardly anyone understands.
And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are.
Are You a Nonconformist?


You Are Emerald Green
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.
Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.
People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.
But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.
What Color Green Are You?


haha. tortured genius??

You Are 77% Tortured Genius
You are smart. Brilliant in fact. And while it's a blessing, it's also a curse.
Your head is filled with everything - grand ideas, insufferable worries, and a good deal of angst.
Are You a Tortured Genius?

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Wednesday, August 01, 2007

小妹好可爱哦!!!

每次跑来跑去。。看她一眼。。她就跑。。我追她,她就跑。。呵呵。爱死她了

i want to play with her everyday.. she loves being twirled about in the air.. she loves it when i hold her hands and go around and around and around in a circle. she loves it when i chase her. she loves it when i kiss her.

wuahaha i sound like im torturing her.. =)

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The English Language

Have you ever wondered why foreigners have trouble with the English Language?

Let's face it
English is a stupid language.
There is no egg in the eggplant
No ham in the hamburger
And neither pine nor apple in the pineapple.
English muffins were not invented in England
French fries were not invented in France.

We sometimes take English for granted
But if we examine its paradoxes we find that
Quicksand takes you down slowly
Boxing rings are square
And a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.

If writers write, how come fingers don't fing.
If the plural of tooth is teeth
Shouldn't the plural of phone booth be phone beeth
If the teacher taught,
Why didn't the preacher praught.

If a vegetarian eats vegetables
What the heck does a humanitarian eat!?
Why do people recite at a play
Yet play at a recital?
Park on driveways and
Drive on parkways

You have to marvel at the unique lunacy
Of a language where a house can burn up as
It burns down
And in which you fill in a form
By filling it out
And a bell is only heard once it goes!

English was invented by people, not computers
And it reflects the creativity of the human race
(Which of course isn't a race at all)

That is why
When the stars are out they are visible
But when the lights are out they are invisible
And why it is that when I wind up my watch
It starts
But when I wind up this observation,
It ends.

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Spotlight


Am a girl who generally acts nice in public, but inside her head, she probably thinks you're a waste of life. And that's why she's quiet.

The One & ONLI evil~ being

• 20
• Aquarian-Piscean
• Split-personality
• Highly random
• Loves to play with words
• Easily amused
• Stony face
• Typical characteristics of a person who loves red - need I say more??
• Singapore
• Would rather be alone than with people she dislikes
• Gets along easily with people sometimes

Wishes

• To be a normal human being
• To adapt more easily
• To integrate into society without conforming
• To be successful in all aspects
• To be an all-rounder

Interests - what activities I'm interested in -

• Reading
• Supernatural
• Watching movies
• Inline-skating
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Going out with friends
• Chatting with friends
• Philosophizing - tho ppl might think it's mundane
• Engaging in intellectual conversations with intellectuals
• Psychology - knowing more about the human mind

Hobbies - what I always do -

• Daydreaming
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Chatting with friends
• Sometimes just being alone with myself

Loves

• Death Note
• Ryuzaki a.k.a L
• Matsukun
• Nakatsu
• Toma
• things that glow/light up in the dark
• Red
• Bright colours
• Horror movies
• Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2
Gor Gor
• Dogs esp. Siberian Husky
• Captn Jack Sparrow
• Ice cream
• Chocolate
• Tomato Juice
• Cheese cake
• Reflecting

Likes

• Gore
• Being alone to enjoy my peace
• Reflecting

Hates

• Ppl who yell
• Fakes
• Liars
• Attention-seekers
• Noisy ppl
• Loud-mouths
• Backstabbers
• Unreasonable ppl
• Irresponsible ppl
• Hypocrites (practice what you preach!)
• Act-like-they-know-it-alls
• Fish (whether ornamental or those served as 'food')
• Cake
• Cream
• Dull colours
• Fear

Material Wants

• new BIG sling bag
• L photobook (out in Kinokuniya)
• new Nokia 6280
• Siberian Husky
• Skate Bagpack
• Ski apparatus
• that cool Japanese clamshell phone they always use in dramas
• anything that glows/lights up
• Etnies Skater shoes

• Dramas (DVD with Eng subs) *Honey & Clover
*Hanazakari no kimitachi e
*Akihabara@Deep
• Musicals (DVD with Eng subs) *Cat in Red Boots

Message(s) of the Year

• I LOVE TOMA.
• I LOVE CAT IN RED BOOTS.
• I LOVE 'MELTING SNOW' AND 'THE WORLD'.
• I LOVE the song 'American Pie'!!
• I LOVE Angel of Music, Phantom of the Opera
• I want to ski again
• I want to try snowboarding
• I am not HIGHLY intelligent. I dont have a MENSA mind so back off, demanding ppl!
• I hate school.
• I WANT TOMA STUFF!!
• I want to go to Japan
• I want to learn Japanese

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