Lunching was supposed to be with granpa and granma today at sui gu's house. Then mum called my bro and me to come down at duno what time lol. And cos I was still busy printing stuff, she called the house and started screaming at me over the phone why you still havent come down?!?!?!i'm coming down ler, wait, still doing sth.. you know everybody's waiting for you come down this instant or i'll.... kiap. sorry but I'm packing my stuff right now, no time to hear you screaming. And you'r being unreasonable. I automatically do not listen to anyone screaming for no reason.
And in the car got screamed at again. Whilst everyone else looks/hears on. Irritating and freaking humiliating. Anyway my reputation's ruined so I dont care liao. More scoldings wont make my bad reputation get better. Will only make it worst, which I can tahan, either way. 乖乖宝宝 i am not. But at least my cousins still like me. (i think) So long as their parents dont poison their minds against me - dont stick/talk to WanLing, she's a bad influence. (oh come on, let your kids do their own thinking and choosing. so what if i argue with my mum, all teens do that dont they? and all teens are angsty. i just happen to wear my heart on my sleeves) Ohh yes, one set of parents already did. I know who you are. But sorry lah, I'm just acting dao to you right now (and everyone else) cos I dont wanna get angry anymore.
Oh, and I'm very surprised when I read some other ppl's blogs. The seemingly sweet or pure innocent little Angels arent what they seem like on the surface. I found out that this certain someone argued with her mum and hates everything else. But to others, she's just pure and well.. sickeningly sweet. Not that I dont like her or anything - she's actually really nice - but it's soooo unreal that she smiles all the time. Even when there's nothing to make her happy at the mo.
i'm a stupid, angsty teen. so any consolations for me? =XX
Am a girl who generally acts nice in public, but inside her head, she probably thinks you're a waste of life. And that's why she's quiet.
The One & ONLI evil~ being
• 20
• Aquarian-Piscean
• Split-personality
• Highly random
• Loves to play with words
• Easily amused
• Stony face
• Typical characteristics of a person who loves red - need I say more??
• Singapore
• Would rather be alone than with people she dislikes
• Gets along easily with people sometimes
Wishes
• To be a normal human being
• To adapt more easily
• To integrate into society without conforming
• To be successful in all aspects
• To be an all-rounder
Interests - what activities I'm interested in -
• Reading
• Supernatural
• Watching movies
• Inline-skating
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Going out with friends
• Chatting with friends
• Philosophizing - tho ppl might think it's mundane
• Engaging in intellectual conversations with intellectuals
• Psychology - knowing more about the human mind
Hobbies - what I always do -
• Daydreaming
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Chatting with friends
• Sometimes just being alone with myself
Loves
• Death Note
• Ryuzaki a.k.a L
• Matsukun
• Nakatsu
• Toma
• things that glow/light up in the dark
• Red
• Bright colours
• Horror movies
• Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2
• Gor Gor
• Dogs esp. Siberian Husky
• Captn Jack Sparrow
• Ice cream
• Chocolate
• Tomato Juice
• Cheese cake
• Reflecting
Likes
• Gore
• Being alone to enjoy my peace
• Reflecting
Hates
• Ppl who yell
• Fakes
• Liars
• Attention-seekers
• Noisy ppl
• Loud-mouths
• Backstabbers
• Unreasonable ppl
• Irresponsible ppl
• Hypocrites (practice what you preach!)
• Act-like-they-know-it-alls
• Fish (whether ornamental or those served as 'food')
• Cake
• Cream
• Dull colours
• Fear
Material Wants
• new BIG sling bag
• L photobook (out in Kinokuniya)
• new Nokia 6280
• Siberian Husky
• Skate Bagpack
• Ski apparatus
• that cool Japanese clamshell phone they always use in dramas
• anything that glows/lights up
• Etnies Skater shoes
• Dramas (DVD with Eng subs)
*Honey & Clover
*Hanazakari no kimitachi e
*Akihabara@Deep
• Musicals (DVD with Eng subs)
*Cat in Red Boots
Message(s) of the Year
• I LOVE TOMA.
• I LOVE CAT IN RED BOOTS.
• I LOVE 'MELTING SNOW' AND 'THE WORLD'.
• I LOVE the song 'American Pie'!!
• I LOVE Angel of Music, Phantom of the Opera
• I want to ski again
• I want to try snowboarding
• I am not HIGHLY intelligent. I dont have a MENSA mind so back off, demanding ppl!
• I hate school.
• I WANT TOMA STUFF!!
• I want to go to Japan
• I want to learn Japanese
