oh no, NOT! i'm trying to psycho myself to like school. or LOVE it, even. but it's not working! i need a mantra.. ohmm???
p5 的时候： 慧文：老师，婉绫的成绩很好呢！她拿到第一名！！ 黄老师：拿到第一名是没用的，她的日记写的每次千篇一律。。！ 我：。。。。。 全班： (during recess) wanling, dont be sad ah, that old hag always talk rubbish de, what '我给你们面子，没有在hall骂你们！！' in the end she also scold us so loudly in class, the other classes surely can hear one lor.. ur results v good le wor..
p6 的时候： wanling ah, why have your results dropped so much? your class position has dropped 16 places. what's distracting you from your studies??
sec sch的时候： wanling, how did you drop 3 grades? better work hard you know!
现在啊， 不用说了。。好挂念 p5 的时候， 每个人都认为我是'好成绩之女王'...
some people are late bloomers. i think i'm an early bloomer, and now the flowers are dying.. i miss my heydays. i cant believe my heydays are over. or maybe it just feels like. maybe my flowers will bloom again soon, maybe i will have another few more years to peak. hopefully. cos right now i'm just stagnating, deteriorating, growing old mentally. i need self-help books. i need to read more books. books! and get myself cultured. to be more feminine and human. x]
but right now, i'm hungry.
mug on, wanner!! and STOP PROCRASTINATING!!! 先苦后甜！！！！！！！！！
Am a girl who generally acts nice in public, but inside her head, she probably thinks you're a waste of life. And that's why she's quiet.
The One & ONLI evil~ being
• 20
• Aquarian-Piscean
• Split-personality
• Highly random
• Loves to play with words
• Easily amused
• Stony face
• Typical characteristics of a person who loves red - need I say more??
• Singapore
• Would rather be alone than with people she dislikes
• Gets along easily with people sometimes
Wishes
• To be a normal human being
• To adapt more easily
• To integrate into society without conforming
• To be successful in all aspects
• To be an all-rounder
Interests - what activities I'm interested in -
• Reading
• Supernatural
• Watching movies
• Inline-skating
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Going out with friends
• Chatting with friends
• Philosophizing - tho ppl might think it's mundane
• Engaging in intellectual conversations with intellectuals
• Psychology - knowing more about the human mind
Hobbies - what I always do -
• Daydreaming
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Chatting with friends
• Sometimes just being alone with myself
Loves
• Death Note
• Ryuzaki a.k.a L
• Matsukun
• Nakatsu
• Toma
• things that glow/light up in the dark
• Red
• Bright colours
• Horror movies
• Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2
• Gor Gor
• Dogs esp. Siberian Husky
• Captn Jack Sparrow
• Ice cream
• Chocolate
• Tomato Juice
• Cheese cake
• Reflecting
Likes
• Gore
• Being alone to enjoy my peace
• Reflecting
Hates
• Ppl who yell
• Fakes
• Liars
• Attention-seekers
• Noisy ppl
• Loud-mouths
• Backstabbers
• Unreasonable ppl
• Irresponsible ppl
• Hypocrites (practice what you preach!)
• Act-like-they-know-it-alls
• Fish (whether ornamental or those served as 'food')
• Cake
• Cream
• Dull colours
• Fear
Material Wants
• new BIG sling bag
• L photobook (out in Kinokuniya)
• new Nokia 6280
• Siberian Husky
• Skate Bagpack
• Ski apparatus
• that cool Japanese clamshell phone they always use in dramas
• anything that glows/lights up
• Etnies Skater shoes
• Dramas (DVD with Eng subs)
*Honey & Clover
*Hanazakari no kimitachi e
*Akihabara@Deep
• Musicals (DVD with Eng subs)
*Cat in Red Boots
Message(s) of the Year
• I LOVE TOMA.
• I LOVE CAT IN RED BOOTS.
• I LOVE 'MELTING SNOW' AND 'THE WORLD'.
• I LOVE the song 'American Pie'!!
• I LOVE Angel of Music, Phantom of the Opera
• I want to ski again
• I want to try snowboarding
• I am not HIGHLY intelligent. I dont have a MENSA mind so back off, demanding ppl!
• I hate school.
• I WANT TOMA STUFF!!
• I want to go to Japan
• I want to learn Japanese
