today we went to the hydroponics farm off Bah Soon Pah Road. it's a nice farm, tho i didnt think so at first. i think it was the veggie/plant shop at the end of the tour that made me think so. plus i knew some stuff that was mentioned during the tour. happy lor.
i bought 4 packets of oyster mushroom (thanks to jie jie who intro-ed me to this mushroom), at $3 for all 4 packets. what a steal! i heard from granny that 1 pack from outside (ie supermarket, wet market) costs $1.60/$2.60. hah. luckily i had the sense to buy the oyster mushroom tho a classmate told me: "hah?! this kind of thing also want to buy?!" of cos i will buy la, you think i listen to you meh? you dont know how to enjoy good and nice food. at first i bought 2 packets, then decided to buy another 2.. hahaa granny was so happy when i came back, mum too. granny praised me for 'being a good girl and buying veggies home although i visited a farm during school hours and had to carry everything around in school". happy la. and i bought a $1 plant for mum. i couldnt tell her what plant it was, tho. that about makes up for all the weird looks i get from people when they see me carrying mushrooms and a potted plant home.
another thing. SOME PEOPLE PISS THE HELL OUT OF ME!!! THEY SEEM TO MAKE THEIR LIVES CENTRED AROUND PISSING ME OFF. what does that achieve for them?! satisfaction in seeing my face turn red, then splotchy, and then my mouth exploding in vulgarities?? immature morons.
and i'm a moron for letting them piss me off. obviously after so many years of "wanling, learn to control your temper " i still get that way. i havent learnt anything. at home, when i get pissed off, i shoot my mouth off. outside, when i get pissed off, i shut up. what's the similarity then, people ask? well. my face turns black. whether or not i say anything, my anger is apparent. and i'd better learn to control it before something drastic happens, and i lose another person i love again, without the chance to ever say sorry, to get them back again. and to ask for forgiveness.
FYP sucks. everything about it. the experiments itself, getting crappy results, writing that report, doing that freaking presentation.
thank god for facebook. otherwise i would never have anything to do online. and i love the apps, esp. those which allow you to irritate, poke or kick your friends. and gift them stuff. i love gifting. (not in real life tho, cos i'm usually hard-up. if i'm not, hey, i will gift often)
"Women are not making it up when they say they're damned if they do, damned if they don't," said Stephanie Shields, the psychology professor who conducted the study. "If you don't express any emotion, you're seen as not human, like Mr. Spock on 'Star Trek,'" she said. "But too much crying, or the wrong kind, and you're labeled as overemotional, out of control, and possibly irrational."
Exactly. I'm labelled 'Mr Spock'. Or anything similar, cos of my lack of emotion. I don't cry. Usually when I do it's cos I lost control of myself, and am beyond myself with fury. Sad case. 'Mr Spock' gets labelled as cold-blooded when she doesnt show emotions, and overemotional if she does.
Am a girl who generally acts nice in public, but inside her head, she probably thinks you're a waste of life. And that's why she's quiet.
The One & ONLI evil~ being
• 20
• Aquarian-Piscean
• Split-personality
• Highly random
• Loves to play with words
• Easily amused
• Stony face
• Typical characteristics of a person who loves red - need I say more??
• Singapore
• Would rather be alone than with people she dislikes
• Gets along easily with people sometimes
Wishes
• To be a normal human being
• To adapt more easily
• To integrate into society without conforming
• To be successful in all aspects
• To be an all-rounder
Interests - what activities I'm interested in -
• Reading
• Supernatural
• Watching movies
• Inline-skating
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Going out with friends
• Chatting with friends
• Philosophizing - tho ppl might think it's mundane
• Engaging in intellectual conversations with intellectuals
• Psychology - knowing more about the human mind
Hobbies - what I always do -
• Daydreaming
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Chatting with friends
• Sometimes just being alone with myself
Loves
• Death Note
• Ryuzaki a.k.a L
• Matsukun
• Nakatsu
• Toma
• things that glow/light up in the dark
• Red
• Bright colours
• Horror movies
• Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2
• Gor Gor
• Dogs esp. Siberian Husky
• Captn Jack Sparrow
• Ice cream
• Chocolate
• Tomato Juice
• Cheese cake
• Reflecting
Likes
• Gore
• Being alone to enjoy my peace
• Reflecting
Hates
• Ppl who yell
• Fakes
• Liars
• Attention-seekers
• Noisy ppl
• Loud-mouths
• Backstabbers
• Unreasonable ppl
• Irresponsible ppl
• Hypocrites (practice what you preach!)
• Act-like-they-know-it-alls
• Fish (whether ornamental or those served as 'food')
• Cake
• Cream
• Dull colours
• Fear
Material Wants
• new BIG sling bag
• L photobook (out in Kinokuniya)
• new Nokia 6280
• Siberian Husky
• Skate Bagpack
• Ski apparatus
• that cool Japanese clamshell phone they always use in dramas
• anything that glows/lights up
• Etnies Skater shoes
• Dramas (DVD with Eng subs)
*Honey & Clover
*Hanazakari no kimitachi e
*Akihabara@Deep
• Musicals (DVD with Eng subs)
*Cat in Red Boots
Message(s) of the Year
• I LOVE TOMA.
• I LOVE CAT IN RED BOOTS.
• I LOVE 'MELTING SNOW' AND 'THE WORLD'.
• I LOVE the song 'American Pie'!!
• I LOVE Angel of Music, Phantom of the Opera
• I want to ski again
• I want to try snowboarding
• I am not HIGHLY intelligent. I dont have a MENSA mind so back off, demanding ppl!
• I hate school.
• I WANT TOMA STUFF!!
• I want to go to Japan
• I want to learn Japanese
