breathe in breathe out breathe in breathe out *whew*
Today was a GREAT day. So many things happened that made me happy. And all's well with the world. For today.
1. Met darling T2 2. Got a Leslie Cheung 1989 farewell concert disc (more about that later)
Getting no. 2 was a huge surprise for me, because although I already have a disc on his farewell concert, it's like something's telling me to watch it again! And the other thing is that 干爹 suddenly got it for me!! Yes, i did watch it again, and it brought back memories.
Memories about how infatuated I was with darling Mr Cheung, memories about why I was, memories about those bad, bad days during which that infatuation lasted.. and the list goes on. His lyrics just speak to me, and I am able to quote his lyrics for everyday stuff, every single scenario (except those 'FUCK YOU' stuff - he doesnt have angry songs).
我 再也不必怕寂寞 I dont have to be afraid of lonelinessanymore 寂寞已像一把锁 It is already like a lock 锁走真的我 Locking away the real me
错 过去竟会怕寂寞 I was afraid of loneliness in the past 寂寞已像一把火 Loneliness is like a fire 狠狠烧伤我 Savagely ravaging me from within
独自对着影子 Facing my shadow alone 难找知心一个 It is hard to find a person who understands me
看 到处充满了寂寞 Look around, everywhere it is full of loneliness
寂寞背后多苦楚 (untranslated) 苦楚都给我
[credits to yours truly for the english translation]
Today is the first time I watched his concert again, after many months of not even listening to his songs. I had been listening to new songs all the time, songs like Kiss Me by Sixpence, Here's where I stand by Tiffany Taylor. And now back to Mr Cheung. I didnt realise, or maybe I forgot, how crystal-clear his voice was. Yup. Was, because I think his voice changed since he retired from his singing career in 1989. Somehow. When he came back on stage again, his voice just sounded more mature, more world-weary. Or maybe I just think too much.
I had a fantastic chat and outing with T2 today!! Thanks to T2 who showed me a fantastic Japanese restaurant, and that we share so many things in common. :) Yay. I wish I had the good old times back. Now that we have grown older, busier and more mature, we have less time to meet, so any time we meet is precious to us both. And it has been an interesting experience to find out how similar we are in our thinking, how we can discuss everything under the sun with no restrictions :) She's my bestest friend ever! And something else.
Again, NOSTALGIA. This word, this feeling, it has a way of creeping back into my life, slowly, slowly, so slowly that I dont notice it. And suddenly it barrels down on me with a huge BOOM! Nostalgia has me riffling the racks for the toys of the past; that old spiderman toy that flips down mirrors and smooth surfaces, that elusive tamagotchi, those cheap 20-cent tidbit, those cheap, sweet stick ice lollies, those time capsule toys. And today we went looking for nostalgia.
Am a girl who generally acts nice in public, but inside her head, she probably thinks you're a waste of life. And that's why she's quiet.
The One & ONLI evil~ being
• 20
• Aquarian-Piscean
• Split-personality
• Highly random
• Loves to play with words
• Easily amused
• Stony face
• Typical characteristics of a person who loves red - need I say more??
• Singapore
• Would rather be alone than with people she dislikes
• Gets along easily with people sometimes
Wishes
• To be a normal human being
• To adapt more easily
• To integrate into society without conforming
• To be successful in all aspects
• To be an all-rounder
Interests - what activities I'm interested in -
• Reading
• Supernatural
• Watching movies
• Inline-skating
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Going out with friends
• Chatting with friends
• Philosophizing - tho ppl might think it's mundane
• Engaging in intellectual conversations with intellectuals
• Psychology - knowing more about the human mind
Hobbies - what I always do -
• Daydreaming
• Surfing the net
• Listening to music
• Chatting with friends
• Sometimes just being alone with myself
Loves
• Death Note
• Ryuzaki a.k.a L
• Matsukun
• Nakatsu
• Toma
• things that glow/light up in the dark
• Red
• Bright colours
• Horror movies
• Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2
• Gor Gor
• Dogs esp. Siberian Husky
• Captn Jack Sparrow
• Ice cream
• Chocolate
• Tomato Juice
• Cheese cake
• Reflecting
Likes
• Gore
• Being alone to enjoy my peace
• Reflecting
Hates
• Ppl who yell
• Fakes
• Liars
• Attention-seekers
• Noisy ppl
• Loud-mouths
• Backstabbers
• Unreasonable ppl
• Irresponsible ppl
• Hypocrites (practice what you preach!)
• Act-like-they-know-it-alls
• Fish (whether ornamental or those served as 'food')
• Cake
• Cream
• Dull colours
• Fear
Material Wants
• new BIG sling bag
• L photobook (out in Kinokuniya)
• new Nokia 6280
• Siberian Husky
• Skate Bagpack
• Ski apparatus
• that cool Japanese clamshell phone they always use in dramas
• anything that glows/lights up
• Etnies Skater shoes
• Dramas (DVD with Eng subs)
*Honey & Clover
*Hanazakari no kimitachi e
*Akihabara@Deep
• Musicals (DVD with Eng subs)
*Cat in Red Boots
Message(s) of the Year
• I LOVE TOMA.
• I LOVE CAT IN RED BOOTS.
• I LOVE 'MELTING SNOW' AND 'THE WORLD'.
• I LOVE the song 'American Pie'!!
• I LOVE Angel of Music, Phantom of the Opera
• I want to ski again
• I want to try snowboarding
• I am not HIGHLY intelligent. I dont have a MENSA mind so back off, demanding ppl!
• I hate school.
• I WANT TOMA STUFF!!
• I want to go to Japan
• I want to learn Japanese
